It's the first day of December; I am excited and nervous at the same time. For some weird reason, I get uneasy any time the year is coming to an end. 

Even though December hosts my favorite holiday of the year, it is difficult to deny what I feel. 

Envision writing an examination, and you hear a declaration saying, "Place your pen on the table and leave the class." Announcements like this can make one pass out, particularly when you are not near the end of your work. This can be linked to me in the long stretch of December. 

December kind of put me under pressure; it makes me feel like I have to work harder, regardless of past months.

Sincerely, I can't tell if this is just my thing or if it applies to everybody. But I know It is the dread of not having the option to accomplish all I want within the following 30 days. 

Try not to misunderstand me; I appreciate the incredible things God brought my direction this year. 

Also, I am overly thankful for the things he retracted from me; nonetheless, there is a voice in my mind that keeps making me feel like I have to accomplish more before the new year.

While I was attempting to battle every one of these voices in my mind, I halted for a moment to take a full breath. At this point, I came back to the reality of all I have achieved in this season.

Sometimes, we get lost pursuing what is not lost. We forget our wins almost immediately after gaining them, causing us to negate the wonders and the positive things we have enjoyed.

"Let all that I praise the LORD; may I never forget the good things he does for me." - Psalm 103:2
This revelation made me break out in songs of thanksgiving. After all, I have enough good things to be thankful for.  

Have fun with Amazon this holiday.